REVELATIONS 1: DAWN (19/30) by Sue Esty (AKA Windsinger@aol.com) Begun 7/95, completed 9/98 For Disclaimer see chapter 1 Chapter 19 The Old Amos Homestead Sunday, 12:30 p.m. The cabin was not in good shape. Plastic sheeting had been nailed on the outside of the roof because clearly there was little roof left. Once shoved inside, Dana could still see trees through the breaks in the walls. In the center of its single room there was a wooden table. Against the wall in the back, a cot. A pump on the counter aimed into the ancient enamel sink. There was only one tiny window so most of the light came in through the breaks in the roof. Amos tied one end of the rope which encircled Dana's waist to a pipe close to the sink and pointed out a greasy bar of soap and a pile of weeks-old dirty dishes. "Wash 'em," he ordered and began building a fire in a tiny iron stove. Fire going, he filled a rusty kettle with the brownish water from the pump and put it on the stove to heat. Warily, Dana pulled her left hand out from under the tight hemp 'belt', losing some skin along the way. Tears burned her eyes before she could extract the injured right one. Silently, she began the task assigned her. It would take some time; but then, time they needed. The cold well water made her fingers numb, and the caked on food refused to budge without considerable effort, and then only incompletely. Warily, she cupped her hands under the water, her parched mouth reminding her that it had been more than twenty-four hours since either she or Mulder had had anything to eat or drink. Ignored by the hermit, Dana drank her fill. Taking a large wooden bowl Dana had just 'cleaned', Amos dumped in three packets of plain instant oatmeal from a small collection of supplies he kept on a rickety shelf near the stove. Then he filled two old Mason jars with the cloudy water from the pump. While she worked, Dana watched, her eyes eager for any opportunity to catch him off guard, but once inside the close confines of the cabin he had traded his ax handle for a long knife, the only one she could see in the 'kitchen'. On a cracked china plate he put a package of saltines and then pulled out a long cylinder of hard salami. While he cut rounds of the sausage in sure easy strokes, Dana studied the tiny room in more detail. There wasn't much to see. A pile of old magazines, a few tattered books, some raggedly clothes hung on nails. Two framed photographs hung above the cot. Before Dana could focus on the pictures, there came a knock - wood on wood. Dana jumped. Mulder? As Amos turned, frowning, to face the back wall of the shack, Dana realized how unlikely it was that Mulder could extract himself so quickly. The knock came again, a series of them this time. They were firm and impatiently insistent as if someone was tapping on the back wall with a stout stick. Snarling, Amos loosened the leash end of Dana's rope. His yellow-toothed mouth close to her ear, he whispered, "Not a sound or you'll wish you hadn't," then pushed her a few feet in front of him, finally forcing her down with a shove onto the iron cot. Dana didn't struggle. This was not the time. He was too aware; the shack, the cabin, too small. With deft skill he tied a filthy rag across her mouth and secured her wrists and ankles to the four corners of the cot. Dana felt no particular fear. This was no prelude to a sexual assault. He was clearly annoyed by the interruption and wanted to keep her presence secret. Any enemy of his was potentially Dana's friend but, unfortunately, Amos knew his knots too well. All Dana could do was listen and perhaps learn something. While he worked, the knocks came again, louder, and his frown deepened. "Hold your horses!" he finally called over his shoulder with irritation. The knocking ceased. Within seconds he was gone, shutting the door solidly behind him. As she strained unsuccessfully against her bonds, Dana's eyes drifted upwards. She could see the two framed pictures easier now. One was at least a half century old. It was of two unsmiling older people in their Sunday best surrounded by six small children - three boys and three girls. The other was newer. It was of the man from the earlier picture, older but still well-built and gruffly-smiling this time. With him were two tall, young men, all three in crisp army fatigues. Not the Army surplus kind, but real ones. Beside them unsmiling was a teenager in jeans. Though slightly built and already tall, the bony look about the teen's face promised more growth to come. The three young men had to be the brothers from the first picture. The youngest in the family photograph looked the most like Amos and there was a resemblance to the mother and father in the hermit's face as well. There was no more time for study. Dana realized she was hearing voices. Several voices. Clearly more than two. They drifted through the cracks in the wall close to Dana's ear. Most were women's voices but one was Amos's rumbling bass. The tones rose in anger all on top of each other and then hushed suddenly so that Dana had to strain to hear. "... got to stop..." This came from a woman with a slightly country or Appalachian accent. She was crying softly. "Where'd this one come from? He's not like the others." Came a second woman's voice, this last one sharp and demanding. The crying could still be heard so there were at least two visitors and they'd seen Mulder who, as dirty and bloody as he was, was clearly not dressed for jogging. "Now just you..." Amos was protesting. The rest of the words came and went but Dana recreated the scene from the few words she caught and the sounds. Maybe he had been fingering Mulder's ID in his pocket because there was a slight scuffle and the next clear words Dana heard were, "FBI! This can't be. Do you hear me? Get rid of him! You think you can play with his kind?" "When I'm ready," Amos growled. "Besides, Mary, what a messenger he'll make..." "No. He won't be any such thing. Sadie, go on and start back to the car. I'll catch up with ya." The weeping had long since faded before the brusque woman spoke again. "I've got to take her home or I'd stay and take care of this myself. Eugene, you can't treat this one like the others. Do you really want to carry the sorry carcass of an FBI agent all the way back to D.C.? It's too dangerous. Kill him quick and bury him here, bury him deep so the dogs can't find him." There came a noise Dana couldn't identify. Had the woman, Mary, grabbed Amos's arm? "Do you hear me? And after this no more, no more! Or I stop covering for you." "Have I ever asked ya to?" he snapped. "Do I have a choice? We're all the family either one of us has left. Now, I'm coming back after I take Sadie home and when I do I want to see it done, and it better be taken care of or so help me I'll kill him myself and you can join him." That rather said it all. Dana found her fists clenched, cold sweat on her body. She didn't want to be 'taken care of' like some detail. She didn't want Mulder to be 'taken care of'. But did it really matter what happened to them after they were dead? Yes, it did. What if their bodies were never found? Her mother would never know... No! That wasn't how she should be thinking. Dana's eyes burned again into the family picture above her head. The eldest child was a girl. She had dark, piercing, manipulative eyes. She could imagine an older version of such a child speaking to her youngest brother in that 'take charge' way the woman outside had. After 'Mary', came the two older boys, then two timid girls clinging to their mother's skirts, one of which was Sadie, and then Benjamin Amos. Dana's attention went back to the oldest girl's stern mouth and then to the face of the resentful teen in the picture with the three smiling infantrymen. She tore her eyes away as Amos stomped back into the room. He was upset, his movements harder and more abrupt. Without looking her way, he poured a quantity of the now steaming water over the instant oatmeal and threw in a spoon. After retying the rope tightly to Dana's waist, he thrust the bowl into her arms. "Let's go." Dana knew she was supposed to stir the mixture, but before she could Amos loaded her up with both mason jars of water to hold. Dana carefully carried it all out of the cabin, watching her feet particularly on the broken porch steps. Amos's sharp temper was one reason, but she had a more personal one. She had a feeling she knew who at least some of the water was for, and she didn't want to risk spilling even a drop. More may not be provided. As she emerged from the cabin, Mulder was standing on the opposite side of the tree from where she'd left him. Hearing their footsteps on the hollow planking his head reared back like that of a startled animal, his matted hair falling across his forehead. Like any caged beast, he'd been testing the strength and limits of his prison. Amos didn't seem to care much one way or the other what his prisoner had been up to. He took back one of the mason jars and placed it and the plate of crackers and sausage near a rocker which sat comfortably beyond the trampled circle of ground under the tree. He then led Dana forward and tied the leash end of her rope to Mulder's chain. "Feed and water 'im," he ordered curtly, "and get 'im ready to run. Now don't act dumb. You wouldn't have found me if you didn't know what I do here." "Mr. Amos," Dana began, "we can talk about this. We want to help -" His favorite club in his hand again, he swung on her but didn't connect. He had just wanted to see her reaction. Dana had merely tensed her body for the blow and turned slightly to protect the food and water with her body. "You want to help? Then die. That's what they need to see. They don't care about anything else and little enough 'bout that. Just remember - the better shape your boyfriend is in, the longer he'll last." "He's not my boyfriend, Mr. Amos. You know who we are. You know what we do. He's my partner and if there's been injustice done -" A slap caught Dana on the mouth. It stung but it was no where near as hard as it could have been. Only a very little of the water from the bowel wet the ground. "You city people think we're all stupid. We're not. Not where it counts. Now get him ready." "And what about me?" A pause. "You? I'll have to think about that. Never had a second one to think about before." His expression was thoughtful as if he did indeed see possibilities here. "Just remember, I've got my eye on you and, if I so much as see you touch either his bonds or your own, he'll lose some of those fingers yet." At that Amos turned his back on them and walked without fear to his rocking chair forty feet or more away. There he picked up his plate and began to eat. All the while, he watched with predator's eyes. Dana found her legs quivering. She didn't need weakness, not now. Her wounded arm ached. She'd had to cradle the bowel in the crook of that arm. A shadow fell across her. She looked up, startled. Mulder. His eyes were soft and questioned her about the slap and what had happened in the cabin. She raised the jar for him to drink. He eyed its murky depths suspiciously at first but after uselessly licking his dusty lips with a dry tongue, he drank. He winced at the thick, iron taste but at least it was wet. "Sit," she said. With effort since his hands were still tied behind his back, he got down on his knees then pulled his legs around and sat. Slowly beginning to mix the oatmeal, Dana sat in front of him. It should have been stirred earlier. What she had now was largely a solid lump swimming in a thin, warm sea. She chopped at it awkwardly with her left hand and with effort more went into solution. All the while she was aware of Mulder sitting before her silently watching. "Eat," she said, raising a spoonful of the glop. "You're beginning to sound like him." "Can you think of anything more useful to say at the moment?" For the first time his attention moved from his partner's face to the brownish, gray mass in the bowl. "Ugh. I hate oatmeal. I've always hated oatmeal." "Eat it," she commanded, thrusting the spoonful closer to his mouth. Grimacing he took a small bite, gagging. With a little more water it went down. She held out another spoonful, right handed. Her hand was really shaking now. Too much adrenalin. She switched the spoon to her left hand. She knew he didn't want it but she would see that he ate. He needed the strength. Anything to use up some time and give them an edge. Anything to keep from dying too soon. Maybe Skinner and Bull would still come. "More," she said. "Hold on, my stomach is deciding whether it's desperate enough to allow it to stay down." Forcing patience, she waited. "So the fact that Rivera had connections with CIA and the Mafia was pure coincidence?" Mulder managed to swallow somehow. "Looks like it. Just your run-of-the-mill serial killer. I *hate* coincidences." He ran a dry tongue over his lips. His voice was oddly quieter and his eyes were on the spoon now, not on her. "Did he touch you?" "Not in the way you think." His eyes closed slowly and just as slowly opened again. "If you have a chance, go," he whispered. "No!" she replied and stuffed the spoon in his mouth. His eyes went wide, but he forced the lump down. "You have to," he snapped, his voice even lower. "You're the only one who can." "Is that what you were doing, being so smart? So he'd kill you? Does it come as a surprise to you that I might not want to get away over your dead body?" His expression was almost sheepish. "I only wanted to distract him." Dana looked down at the bowl. She was hungry but the sight of it was enough to turn even her stomach and, considering her profession, that took a lot. "That'll only anger him and then how long will you last?" Another spoonful came up. He stared at her over the sticky mess. "If we let this man go on, others will die after us. People who don't know how to defend themselves. Then what use are we? Scully, don't give up. Don't ever. I've been up against serial killers before and survived." "It only takes one time when you don't. Besides, there's more. Amos is not alone." His head came up a little, alarmed, "Tell me." And she did. She told him about the visit from the two sisters. "They saw you." "And they assume he'll best me? I guess I didn't impress them with my manly physique." Another spoonful. "The oldest wants you dead and buried. Quick." "Aren't you the bearer of glad tidings." "Mary is coming back this evening to make sure." "Should we worry?" Dana thought about that as she chipped off another lump and tired to pulverize it against the side of the bowl. Mulder clearly had the same plan she had. A very simple plan at the moment. Stall. Mary Amos's appearance wasn't helping. "I wouldn't want to meet her in a dark alley." "Doris Claibourne stuff?" "From her voice and the eyes in a forty year old photograph? Yes. She's been covering for him, but not for much longer." Mulder's eyes rolled around the scene, taking in the ground, the tree, the ominous piles of stones and cut wood. "Why is he still planning to go through with this then?" "I get the impression Amos doesn't listen to his womenfolk. He's not going to rush his agenda." A slow nod of understanding from Mulder and then he actually leaned towards her, actively taking the spoonful as if wanting her to know that he would do his part whatever that might require. Their eyes lingered on each other's faces as if trying to memorize the planes and shadows, as if attempting to read the thoughts behind. Dana felt warmth spreading up from her neck and even Mulder's pale face seemed to have more color. "That staying down?" she asked, not ready to put into words what was really on her mind. His smile was weak and not steady. "It's either that or my stomach will start digesting itself. My VCS ulcer does flare up now and again. This is preferable but only barely." "Since when have you had an ulcer? With your dietary choices -" "How can someone with my life not have an ulcer. I just don't talk about it and it's not bad." He took another bite and another swallow of water. As awful as the stuff was, his head had begun to clear just a little. He gestured with his head towards a solitary post sunk solidly into the ground by the cabin. "Is that what I think it is? I didn't get a good look." "I have." Dana didn't even glance towards the object under discussion. She knew what he was referring to. A shudder passed through her. "So is that where..." He didn't need to finish. Another brand of death than that predicated by sticks and stones visited this place. "I'd say, yes," Dana confirmed. "The ground... it looks bad." Her voice had not been as steady as she would have preferred. "Not what I wanted to hear." "Before," she asked, "why did you tell him that no one knew we were here? I could have kicked you myself." He winced, not entirely for her benefit. "At the time I hoped it would give us time if he didn't think he had to hurry." Dana's face lightened in understanding. "Time for Skinner and the troops to get here... I just hope you're right. I saw something in the cabin that we might also be able to use though I don't know how just now. There's two old photographs. The oldest one is probably Amos' family when he was about three or four. Six children, three boys and three girls. Amos is the youngest. The second isn't so old. Looks like a father and three sons. The father and two oldest were wearing Vietnam era uniforms, I'm sure of it. The youngest looks like Amos at maybe fifteen. Could it mean something?" "Maybe." Mulder paused in his chewing of the sticky mess to look around the thirty foot circle of hard earth and roots where other men and women before him had fought for their lives and died. "I'd promise to think on it to but I have a feeling I'll be a little distracted." He took another bite and she was glad he didn't try to look at her face just then. "Dana, I want to apologize." "For?" she asked, her voice as unsteady as her right arm. "Which of the dozen or so things that come readily to mind are you apologizing for?" He gave her one of those little half smiles of his which looked grim indeed on his blood and dirt encrusted face. "At the moment I'm admitting to impure thoughts. That first case, when you came to my room to have me look at your mosquito bites... I thought at first that you were coming on to me. So much skin.... it was one of the nicest things that had happened to me in a long time." Then his voice changed, his caustic wit creeping in again. "At the same time I was also disappointed in you. I thought you had more class." "Sorry you were proved wrong?" she asked. "Not at all, though you are a vision in your underwear." She stared at him then realized that the humor helped. It was his way of breaking the tension. "You know, you're not half bad yourself in a preppie sort of way," she admitted, stuffing in an extra large bite. "Though when we first met what I most thought was that you were an egotistical bastard." His eyes widened even as he cheeks bulged a little from the latest lump of oatmeal. "Sorry," he said after he'd gotten down a least half of the mess. "Guess I did have a kind of chip on my shoulder." "A two-by-four, Mulder. Serious lumber." Almost meekly he took another bite, his eyes downcast. Dana bit her lip. Had she hurt his feelings? No, it was something more. Much more serious than that. "Mulder..." Dana started. "Don't," he told her, his voice very soft. "No, I have to say this. It isn't fair. If we had worked together for a year or two or three and gotten in and out of a dozen scrapes more impossible that this, I'd probably feel immortal. I'd feel that *you* were immortal. Then there would be no need for good-byes. Two months, however, is not long enough. We should have been given more time." "We'll have more time," he promised. "I don't intend to die. I have too much to do." At that moment both sensed a movement. Amos had risen from his chair. His plate of crackers and salami was empty. Dana dropped the bowl and raised the Mason jar of water to Mulder's lips. He drank to wash down the last of the gut-twisting stuff in his mouth, but over the rim his attention was all on Amos. The lean man picked up a long rawhide whip that had been curled around the back of the rocking chair. He didn't uncoil it but he did come towards them. Dana found Mulder's eyes. They were beautiful eyes, fearful but also full strength, and most importantly she saw no despair in their depths. As he saw none in hers. No good-byes. So be it. They were on their feet by the time Amos sauntered up. "Hope you're done," he drawled. "I've been thinking, you'll probably want to impress your girlfriend. Wouldn't want to disappoint her. In that case this might take a while so we'd best get started." "She not my girlfriend," Mulder answered back putting a little snarl at the end. "She's a federal agent as I am. And you have no idea how much trouble you're going to be in if you continue on with what you're planning." "Who's to say that doesn't work to my advantage. Besides, whoever she is, she's got guts, I'll give her that. Not really the type I usually post." He studied her, seemed to sense her edging protectively in front of Mulder. "We'll see. First things first." He began by untying Dana's rope from the chain. As he did so, he left his back exposed. Mulder sensed it was a trap but had to try. Leaning back slightly, he came in swiftly from the side ready to sweep and kick but Amos was ready. The loop of slack chain in the woodsman's hand came up like a snake, flipping wickedly into Mulder's face almost across the eyes. Mulder staggered back. Amos took hold of the chain with both hands and gave one violent pull. The jerk on Mulder's bound hands sent him spinning and with nothing to break his fall, he went down face first. Make a deep sound like a distant earthquake that may have been the hermit's equivalent of a chuckle, Amos completed untying Dana's rope. Dana forced her eyes away from Mulder's slowly moving body and walked towards Amos, the bowl in her hands. Now was the time to run if ever she was going to. If she failed, she knew Amos's punishment would be swift and harsh, but that was not what made her hesitate. It was what would happen to Mulder if she managed to escape. To do nothing, however, was not only against all her training but also against her own code of honor. Besides, Mulder had given his blessing - actually, his orders - and told her to run. If for no other reason, she had to try. She refused to think about what she would find when she came back with help. She could hear Amos's big boots behind her. She had seen him take the end of her leash in his big hands. Dana turned the bowl in one hand, the empty jar of water in the other. "Mr. Amos, I -" she began. Dana never intended to get further. She aimed the bowl at Amos's face at least as well as she could with her sprained right arm. More, by turning she brought the rope up beside her. She twisted, lunged, whirled, her whole body intent on pulling the rope from his hand. It came free. That was all she needed. Even with her training there was no point in her trying to attack Amos directly. She had felt his strength and seen his speed. Instead she ran full out towards the nearest section of woods Less than a dozen steps from safety, Dana suddenly felt as if she had run into a brick wall. She felt as if she'd been cut in half, every ounce of air ripped from her body. She found herself on her back, Amos standing over her, solemnly smiling. The very end of her leash was looped around his left wrist. He had given her only enough slack to allow her to believe for a few seconds that she had broken free. "You and I," he said with malevolence. "We'll have a time." "Let Mulder go," Dana wheezed. "At least take me first. He's injured. I'll run for you." "You'll run anyway. You proved that by trying what you did, just as I knew you would. You have neither disappointed me. Let's try it my way first. You just have a good time - and watch." * * * * * * * * Somewhere outside Catoctin Mountain Park Sunday, 1 p.m. The stream bubbled brightly over smooth stones. Cliff Gaines shook his head sadly and cast again into the center of the pool. There were less and less fish in these steams every year. He'd have to order an analysis on the lake in the park to see if it needed to be restocked. The budget might allow him to order some decent eating fish this time. The lack of anything much more interesting than carp was why Cliff was fishing here rather than in the lake. You could get a trout from this steam if you were lucky. Cliff liked fish, but only ones he caught himself. He had the fire all built, just waiting to be lit. There was another reason why he fished here. At the lake he was sure to be seen and recognized by the regulars who'd want to stop and say hello. Then they'd start talking about the park and the poor fishing and how they saw more tent bugs in the meadow near Picnic Area Two and how ugly they were and why couldn't the state spend a little more money to eradicate them. So Cliff fished here. He didn't want to talk about work. He didn't want to be found. He had a quart of two percent low fat chocolate milk - yeah, sure, low fat - a package of Hostess cupcakes, a bag of Crunchy Cheetos, a knife, a stick and a strong desire to be alone. The knife was to clean the fish he planned to catch, the stick was to roast it and the desire to be alone was because he wanted to think about his life. Since the fish weren't biting at the moment and he'd already eaten his junk food, Cliff was thinking. His life seemed to be going in circles. Getting nowhere. It had been bothering him all summer, so he'd planned this getaway for as soon after the leaf-watching crowd had returned to Washington and Baltimore as possible. He had made absolutely certain he couldn't be found. Being a local boy and not only unmarried but unattached, his old aunts and female cousins were always dropping by when he was off duty with twenty-some-year-old daughter of a friend in tow. Cliff was not bad looking, and knew it, but his girlfriends had all had such plans and dreams for their lives, while he had none. That had made him feel so awkward that eventually he'd stopped dating altogether. Oh, he went out occasionally with a couple of women whom he'd known since high school but only those who were comfortable with the fact that he wanted to remain just friends. Cliff did want a future, a family, someone to come home to at night or who would come home to him. Only how? He felt out-of-step in this world. Should he hook up with some woman who was kind and loving and beautiful and who had the spark of daring and fight in her and let her go climb the corporate ladder? He'd have to let her career decide the structure for their lives. Cliff had enough friends whose marriages had crumbled because the career of one or the other required change while the other didn't want change. One member of the pair had to be willing and able to compromise. He was floating through life already. Didn't it make sense that he be that one? The sensible Nineties-kind-of-guy inside him said 'Certainly'. To the romantic, dominant knight who also dwelled therin, it felt wrong. What was a man to do? Maybe it was his job that needed changing? Catoctin Mountain Park was a backwater as far as the Federal park system went. It was quiet to the point of catatonia. Dull, dull, dull. Maybe he should put in for a transfer. The park service patrolled the monuments on the Mall in D.C. Now there was excitement. Yeah and traffic and noise and crowds and crime and demonstrations and a cost of living that wouldn't stretch to cover a park service salary. Still... Look at those two FBI agents whom he'd met the day before. There was danger. There were sparks. Sparks of all kinds. The man, Mulder, had been investigating a murder no one else seemed interested in. But there was something in his eyes and manner that indicated that what he was after was something bigger, much bigger than just the killer of some unwanted land developer. The woman agent, Scully, had been investigating Mulder, or looking for him. She had been worried. Was she afraid he would stumble into something he wouldn't be able to handle alone? And why didn't he call his partner? If Cliff had a partner or friend who cared about him the way she worried about Mulder, he'd keep in touch. Those two bothered Cliff like one of those nasty little horse flies that seldom land but might. More than anything, though, what struck him was how their work, despite the danger, obviously drew them together. At least it had with the woman. Cliff reeled in and cast again. Perhaps he should try to find a woman in his own profession? Perhaps he should ask for a transfer to a bigger park, a much bigger park. One with a greater chance of encountering some rangers of the opposite sex. They were becoming more common all the time. Maybe. At that moment his line tightened. A flash of silver danced in the sunlight above the stream. A big one. Lunch. End of Chapter 19